Lucky?

Everywhere, I constantly see people talk about how they don't want to be in an actual relationship, but they want all the things that make up a relationship, like having someone special to call anytime/anywhere, someone to talk to late at night, someone to text all day, someone to do all that lovey-dovey stuff with--yet do that all with out the commitment. A little more than a friendship, but less than a relationship.
I guess in a sense then, I'm one of those lucky ones that actually has that? Well sort of. I can call him anytime, anywhere practically, except for when he's at work or I don't want to bother him because I think he should sleep instead. I've texted him everyday for almost eight months now. We talk on the phone at least a couple times each week for hours at a time, up until 4am or later.
I think our friendship thing is unusual though even for this type of situation. Both of us never have (maybe never will) told each other that we like each other, and it's funny because I don't really mind. I think when I first realized I liked him, I was really curious to know if the feelings were mutual but now that time has passed, to me it doesn't matter because I'm not going to pursue this anyways. If he does like me, things will still stay the same. If he doesn't like me, things will still stay the same. Who knows, maybe he doesn't even like me at all like that, but I actually don't care. I remember when Sophia asked me, "Are you and Luis talking?!" I honestly had no idea how to answer it because it was like yeeeah? No? I don't know? Haha me and Luis never talk about this kind of stuff, we just joke around mostly. Also, with the friendship-relationship thing, a lot of people probably want the sweet-talking that comes with a relationship, to be able to hear that exchange of lovey-dovey compliments. With us? None of that ever! Instead, we talk about who hates the other person more or who's fatter. We argue over who knows more Powerpuff Girls, Pokemon, Disney... Maybe on occasion a compliment comes up or something really sweet is said in conversation, but that's like really rare hahaha. The most "lovey-dovey" sort of thing we've done is... our pick-up line war? HAHA, like I said, we really don't do all that sweet stuff. And when he says good night, each time he puts a "<3" next to it. Seriously, that's about as close as we get haha. Do I care though? Not at all, actually I wouldn't want someone to talk to me sweetly 24/7, whether he's a real lover or not, because then those comments lose meaning over time. And in the end, I still have that someone to call even at 4am if I'm really bored and don't feel like sleeping. I still have someone to call to help make sure I don't fall asleep so that I can finish a project or stay up studying.

I guess to add on to the so-called "luckiness", also out of all the TPC guys he's actually one of the better ones. He's only gotten drunk a couple/few times, unlike Don and Jammy who get drunk like every other weekend. And apparently when he's drunk, he doesn't go crazy like majority of people, instead he concentrates even more and goes quiet and just sits down and think. Weird huh! I don't know, I've never witnessed it of course so he said he'd call me the next time he ever gets drunk, but then again that will probably be really far away from now. He doesn't smoke yucky, disgusting, repulsive cigarettes (actually he's never even tried it), which is like one of the biggest turn-offs to me. He's tried weed once but never smoked it again. And I know these aren't just lies he's feeding me about this, because I've talked to Ton and he says that it's all true. I like how out of all the Renton guys, I actually talk to the two guys who are "better" morally and in self-control.