Oh dear. Major flaw of mine. I just realized that I always "need" to have a guy there to talk to. Of course I'm still not boy-crazy or want to be in a relationship, but I feel like I need a guy there to just... be there, you know? Someone to talk to on the phone late at night (since everyone else in the world is asleep -__-). Well I noticed it for this school year at least. I mean I had Pogo to text for a long time in the beginning of the school year, then he lost his phone. Then I talked to KK a lot through texting and talking on the phone since he always happened to be awake super late like me. And sometime in the midst of that Ton got me to text Pogo again haha. And we've had this never-ending conversation since November, until we decided to see if we can not talk to each other for a week xD Sometime in the middle of January, KK kind of just disappeared. I don't know really, I just know he got a lot of legal stuff to deal with. Now I've started talking to Ton through texting and we talked on the phone once, for an hour and 20 minutes... It's weird, I felt COMPLETELY comfortable talking to him. We have a lot in common haha.
Oh gosh what an epiphany for me today. I always thought of myself as independent but maybe not so much anymore :/
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