Why do I never learn?

It's almost midnight and I haven't started that AP Euro packet yet. Instead, I want to write. What is it about writing that is so relaxing? I have so many other mediums of self-expression like singing, dancing, and drawing, and yet I find myself writing constantly. Oh well I'm getting off-topic. But yes, why do I never learn? It has been 3 years now, of me telling myself to stop procrastinating. Each year as a resolution, I say "Stop procrastinating" but my efforts are futile because my efforts are barely there at all. It's a habit of my life to put things off until the last minute, and it's really taking its toll on me. I arrive to school intensely sleep-deprived and with my mind in an odd trance. I need to snap out of this routine and get my life on track. There are so many benefits to getting more sleep and really, there's practically NOTHING good about getting a couple hours of sleep a night. I'm going to make this a short-term goal of mine. For this week, I have to sleep each day by 1am. Except for today because I know it'll take longer than an hour to do this AP Euro packet.

If I start sleeping early, I can already see all the positive results from it. No more feeling dead in classes, no more blank states of mind. My skin will even get better, an improvement to my biggest insecurity. I'll stop eating so much, I'll have more energy in the day. Wow all of this sounds so wonderful right now, I'm really feeling motivated. This is the semester where I'll get my life back on the steady direction it should be going. I'm tired of my lifestyle, so change can only make it better.

Determined, motivated, inspired. I'm ready.