Golden Gardens.

Doing this hangout today required so much effort and planning on my part just because of strict parents and those stubborn Renton guys not wanting to drive to Golden Gardens.

But it was worth it.

I mean, yeah nothing really big happened. But I seriously needed a day like this, because all week I've been in this weird mood and even though I had some little happy moments, I really feel relaxed now. Just a full day of no stress. Well maybe not full day, because I still had to plan even more during the early afternoon before going to the beach. After all that organizing and figuring out rides though, nothing troubling entered my mind. It's been so long since I've been at peace with myself and the people around me for this long of a time.

When we first got there, I have to admit it was a little... odd? For myself at least. It was like, even though all those Shoreline people are really fun and easy to get along with (no doubt there) I wasn't completely comfortable with them. Well it was the first time I met them so of course I felt like that hahaha. Poor little Peanut is afraid of volleyballs now :( Still had fun though!

I got to go on the swings! Mwahaha >:)

Then later when the Renton guys came, I was happy but at the same time I was like "ugh gross Don is smoking". When I finally decided to join their little bonfire, I only took a bite of one s'more for some reason. I wasn't hungry -___- which is weird because I was craving s'mores all week! I was actually really sleepy so I just used Pogo's shoulder as my pillow and then Lynn used me as her pillow. I feel bad for her, that phone call totally ruined her day which is why she wasn't that talkative. Anyways, I still had a really relaxing time just sitting around the fire. There's something about bonfires that soothes the mind, and it doesn't just give off warmth physically but mentally too. I was really tired though so I didn't talk much, just sang along to whatever song was playing from their speakers and Pogo didn't talk much either. Even when we went to go get paper and wood from his car (he parked so far and I didn't have my flip-flops -_-) we didn't say much. It wasn't awkward though or anything. So it was kind of like... even though I had a lot of fun and talked more with the Shorewood people, I felt more comfortable even though I was less talkative with the Renton guys.

Have to admit though, I was a bit disappointed that I didn't get to say bye to him :/