You know what sucks about a crush or infatuation? Of course a one-sided love is heartbreaking, but even when the feelings of the other person are unknown, it gets the mind of the admirer too preoccupied. There’s that wonder whether the feelings are mutual or not, and the fear that the other person doesn’t feel the same way. The heart just sinks as it waits and waits in curiosity and terror. Infatuation is just too bittersweet.

I really do wonder though.